memories 2009
December 31st, 2009
I come to you this year in a much better place in many ways than where I was last year. Living alone is awesome. Sure it gets lonely and weird sometimes, but there is no mess except any that I make, I can have lots and lots of “space”, and guess what….no dog howling this year! And I am even going to a social gathering with people instead of staying home alone and crying. Definite plus. All of them.
The one thing I wish is that I could be closer to my family. I struggle with that all the time, especially since my mom is suffering. I know that when I am home for the holidays it seems to take both of their minds off of their troubles for a little bit. That’s the one thing I know for sure I can do…help distract.
So, without further ado….
best of
INDEPENDENCE! SPACE!
-my tried-and-true girlfriends, the few of you left, love you
-trips home to see my family
-notes my parents leave on my pillow for when I get in
-the happy david times (HDT)
-HDT onion/pear puff pastry tarte, bread bowl pasta, mexican rice, red beans and rice, fancy grilled cheese, roasted croutons+scallions, etc.
-“confessor”
-dracula
-first lovely city apartment
-apt. warming
-new friends
-hostessing
-pixie haircut
-anthropologie
-retin a!!!
-couscous
-learning to theme drupal sites
-lucky dog! lol
-being employed at a wonderful place
-“bag of hammers”
-hairplane
-snagging mp3s straight from google
-neon indian
-asian makeup girls on youtube lulling me to sleep
-journaling anew (Renetsil version 2.0!)
-“honey in the sun”
-Rock LOBSTER!!!
-Where the Wild Things Are
-thai chicken panang
-4site.tv redesign! yeah!
-waking up slowly safe in bed at home in the morning, hearing parents’ warm voices in the distance
-Law and Order SVU marathons
-“last dance”
worst of
-uncertainty
-mom’s health
-extreme emotional empathy (useless and maddening insight into
everyone’s temper)
-living with a dog that wasn’t mine
-expectations/failed expectations
-endless rainy days?
-creative burnout
-aimless goals
-lonliness
-that guy from Placebo’s voice, no matter what year
-comcast sucking
-getting upset/jealous over silly things
-feeling trapped/not having my space when I’m in close quarters too long with anyone
-the day back after a long break
-being robbed of half my christmas vacation with family
-bugs/bug dreams
best of (inspiration)
http://www.transformerstudio.ru/
http://www.nbillustration.co.uk/
http://www.orkposters.com/
http://www.designspongeonline.com/
yeah, most of these
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! *party blower-thing noise*
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